Forgivness

Recently I have been put in a world that i would never would thought I would have been in. When I started going to Bible study, I was a wican in need of guidence. My soul cluttered with hatred for the world and everything around it. And then thier was another side of me that longed for peace that every one saw. Both sides constantly fought each other, tearing my soul into pieces. Then somthing started to change, I was given an opertunity to experience a new peace. It came slowly and was never forced, as time passed I fought this feeling. But I could never win, this feeling soon became a voice. And not just a voice you would find in your head but in the soul. Even when I was taking steps back the voice still got stronger. Until one day I couldn't resist but listen and it taught me a better life. A life without anger. So now here we are in a life where we a taught to forgive. And I myself have taught others to forgive and forget, but why can't I forgive certain people? This entry is a hand reaching out to all that reads my site, asking for some kind of answer. Thankyou Gods Tribulationforce