Saturday, September 24, 2005

A prayer is needed

On tuesday, the 27th of sept. My aunt will be going in for surgery, they will fuse part of her spine together, due to deteration. Then the after affects will be extremely painful, she will have to go thur rehab until she can walk again. The other problem is that she has never left her kids this long before, and that is killing her the most. She asked me to pray for her, and have prayer circle. What I asked is for everyone who reads this to have a prayer circle and pray for my aunt. I am hoping that with all the prayers that she will feel no pain, and recover quickly. So she may return home as fast as possible. Thank you And God bless

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

Forgivness

Recently I have been put in a world that i would never would thought I would have been in. When I started going to Bible study, I was a wican in need of guidence. My soul cluttered with hatred for the world and everything around it. And then thier was another side of me that longed for peace that every one saw. Both sides constantly fought each other, tearing my soul into pieces. Then somthing started to change, I was given an opertunity to experience a new peace. It came slowly and was never forced, as time passed I fought this feeling. But I could never win, this feeling soon became a voice. And not just a voice you would find in your head but in the soul. Even when I was taking steps back the voice still got stronger. Until one day I couldn't resist but listen and it taught me a better life. A life without anger. So now here we are in a life where we a taught to forgive. And I myself have taught others to forgive and forget, but why can't I forgive certain people? This entry is a hand reaching out to all that reads my site, asking for some kind of answer. Thankyou Gods Tribulationforce

Monday, September 19, 2005

Problems at Hand

Since I have been back which is about 3 hours, there has been more evil within the church and its members, than when I was on the road. Whats going on? We need to come together, now before its too late. Lets break bread and drink wine. Maybe that will remind you why we live the way we do. Or maybe you all should join the carnival to run the roads. It has help me maybe its your turn. I want you to turn around shake hands with the devil. Then tell him to go away. Also I want everyone to read The Screwtape Letters by C.S. Lewis. It will teach you how the devil works, and how to kick him out of your life. The devil is here and is winning so please help me, help you, stand up and tell him off.

For all those who does not understand this entry, there is a small problem with fellow brother and sisters of Christ. So please pray for them. Love ya All. And God Bless